when will all the roller coasting emotions end? i am looking forward to it. hope i am getting and seeing the tailend of all things.

I want normality, not conjuring of nonsense in my head nor some lame or vague excuses to continue staying where i am or walking back to the same spot.

I want assurance, assurance that only truths can give. As of now, i do not know what to believe and what to think. Sometimes, i think i dunno myself anymore, and i am not very amused by it.

unsubscribe me totally.. as of 31 dec 2010.

2011 shall begin on a clean slate and a clean state of heart.