Today, i realise something that breaks my heart, something that will make me treat children with more tender and love in my job.

Was out for an excursion with my 8year old cuties. I sat myself next to this little boy that caught my eyes, somehow i have a special love for him * i have kids that i have a special heart for in all the classes i teach* On our way there, he just turn and tell me in this exact words,"my mama is in country XX, 她不要我了。" At that instant, my heart just broke as he turn his head to look at the passing cars on the road. I was asking myself, does he know what he has just said? After further questions and answers, he said that again. I got the message. The heartbreaking message.

No one can ever take the place of a father or a mother, not even a step. They are special. And no one can ever understand or know what kind of wounds are inflicted on the hearts of the little ones, i don't too. But within my means, i want to love them with the love that i have. As i write, it still hurts hearing the little one share that heartbreaking truth.