G12 Conference

G12 conference - sensed that it will be different this year.. was waiting for the big bang, was waiting for God to speak in an unexpected way. He did, though not directly but through affirmation and actions.

Affirmation - things i felt with regards to the nation He gave me a heart for, through the words of prophecy that was given during one of the session, Japan is not forgotten, her time will come. Yes, her time will come, though not now, it will come, the land will be ready for harvest soon. - my calling, yes, how can i forget the thing thats so close and vivid, so real. - my desire for this new year, Eunices and Esthers. Women of valour, courage, faith, beauty and love. The time is now....

Actions - He came and blessed. Huijing, my first Esther, was blessed, was touched, was given the gift of the Holy Spirit. He has been encouraging me through this life bountifully, truly blessed. My heart of love and compassion was revived, for a very long time, i have forgotten how to cry, really cry for the lost, but on saturday evening, God revived it. God pumped blood into it once again.... so fresh, so clear, so painful.

Hahaha... i cant run nor hide from the hand of God what He has desire for my life. All i ask now is that He wil keep my heart moldable, teachable, humble and courageous to rise up and be all He wants me to be. The time has come, no doubt about that, as i wait and see His works unravel bit by bit, this year, will determine what is the next step for me in the coming. Only my Esther knows it, cos it came out in a slip of tongue on sat night, if she still remembers :)