resurrected...

this week been a crrrazzzzy week! Was practically on a race with time.. racing to finish my last nie module, racing to get to school on time, racing to get sufficient number hours of sleep, racing to get home, etc etc etc

however, in this midst of racing here, there, everywhere.. when i found myself in the house of God over the last few days of the week, my heart was resurrected. Attended a conference for the last few days,greatly affirmed, inspired, moved, passion revived, dreams renewed and my heart resurrected! Did not know my heart ahs died, did not know my heart has hardened, did not know my heart has rejected the compassion of Christ till Christ Himself revealed.

Affirmed cos HE has prepared me for the conference way before it started, He has prepared my heart since Jan to hear n receive whats going to be shared and impart since Jan. Inspired cos of the countless testimonies of how God moved in the lives of the ppl, church. Moved cos of the real-ness the pastors choose to reveal, share. Passion and dream revived cos now i believe that what He has said will come to pass when i no longer fear, and when i believe. Heart resurrected cos He caused me what it feels like to pray for the lost, how He feels when He sees, when He thinks of the lost.

I am willing.. to be used by Him. I am willing.. to go and tell the ppl of His goodness. I am willing.. to believe He will bring in the multitudes cos He loves them so so much. I am willing.. becos He has called me. I am willing.. becos He is with me. I am willing.. becos I am willing.