Quarter of a century!

haha!!! im a quarter of a century old!! so fast! really excited to know how i will be living my life when i grow old...
I have heard of mid life crisis, but somehow or rather, i think that many will have quarter of centuries jitters.... esp when it dawn upon u one day, hey im quarter of century this year, then think of the job that im in, relationships that i have, figure that appears in the bank statement monthly ( how frighteningly low is it!! yikes!!), whats next, will i be here doing this forever till i die?? haha.. sounds familiar? I cant say it does not happen to me, i can only say such revelations come and go, coming without warning and leaving with debris, corpses n chaos everywhere in my heart...

With joy in my heart, i would like to say to the only peace that guards my heart, that He will capture my heart daily so that i will not stray nor wander whenever my heart is filled with chaos, that He will give me the purpose for me to live this life the way He wants it to be. Daily, I will be a living sacrifice that will choose to sit by His feet to hear Him speak and not crawling down the altar each time im intimidated by the rules of the world including my ever increasing age and no accomplishments to speak of.. :) Amen!